The beautiful thing about being hurt, is that is leaves scars, cracks, if you will on your heart. They will always be there, and you will think they are a burden, or a reminder of the pain you felt. just like scars from your childhood though you will forget why they are there. And those cracks, will be what let the light out once you find the person who makes you shine.
I am a writer, artist, and musician these are my inner most thoughts and feelings, that i can only express through writing
-Hannelore Brun
-Hannelore Brun
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The beautiful thing about being hurt, is that is leaves scars, cracks, if you will on your heart. They will always be there, and you will think they are a burden, or a reminder of the pain you felt. just like scars from your childhood though you will forget why they are there. And those cracks, will be what let the light out once you find the person who makes you shine.
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A man, who can love a woman in a way she has never been loved, the way she needs and deserves is a true man. you are a true man. i was broken, the broken glass on the floor shards of my broken heart, sadness a shoulder to rest my head upon. i felt cold and alone.but you, your heart, your unconditional love brought me a warmth that must be felt in order to be understood. your shoulder has become the one I rely upon but better than that you have shown that I don’t have to rely on it. that I can stand on my own.I can love you and stand on my own, with you by my side, your hand in mine as you pull me out of the abyss I was sinking further and further into, if you can in fact sink into an abyss. You took the shards of my heart and you made them into art-something beautiful- a display for the world to see, for the entire Earth to see. My smile, my words, the confidence in my walk, these are all displays of the Art which you have helped me create, and not only did you create it but you let me be a part of it, a part of you. you always put your heart into your work, so now its not just my mended heart but its your strong heart as well. the scars are still there as we have both been hurt before, but the beauty is that those scars let the light come in. You have shown me how beautiful I can be and how beautiful love is. Come what may I will never forget all that you have done for me. From the big things to the smallest ones like giving me your jacket. :) i hug your hoodie tighter to my chest. The soft fabric grazes my skin, and I am reminded that my skin is the only thing separating your jacket from my heart. I smile as I inhale your scent tht is left on it. And for a moment I can close my eyes and pretend my cheek is against your chest. This thought gives me all of the comfort I need, to fall into a deep sleep. I hope for good dreams but my mind is always troubled, so dreams are only pleasant when I am awake. Ofcourse when I awaken your jacket is still wrapped around me tight. My mind moves to a time when we were sharing your bed.i was having a bad dream and when I woke up you were gazing down upon me intently. I curled up tighter and nuzzled my face into the side of your chest. I realize that for once in my life, being completely vulnerable, Doesnt scare me with you. You keep me safe when others who were in your place before took advantage. You gaze at me with admiration, when others have glared at me with domination. Your kiss is filled with so much passion and love that I have never been kissed with before. I just wish I could show you the way that I feel about you. I feel like saying I love you isn’t enough, that I should show more, because actions speak louder than words, and so much more strongly. When we become the closest that two humans can be this encompasses everything that I have written, thought , or said to you. The reason that we share such an amazing experience is because we speak the same language and we understand eachother you get what I am trying to say to you and you reciprocate. We feel eachother so deeply that it only makes our love grow stronger as or souls and bodies become intertwined and we are unbreakable. This is why our love is strong, this is why at this very moment my thoughts are on you and I am writing this lengthy testimony of our love. I don’t have a Tumblr to be read, I have a tumblr to be written. And here in a matter of hours I will call you and as I read this to you I know that you will feel every single word of it, and we will both smile to know that we have found what we were looking for. We will smile because I make you happy and you make me happy and the joy we feel is unmatchable, we will laugh because we know that as the years pass we will make many memories, fond memories which we will look back on and be more than content with the life we lived. We will want to embrace because it is in that embrace that the truth lies about who we are. we fit and we were made for one another; this is the truth hidden in that embrace. This is love, and love is what keep the world moving and people living. So we are the force that keeps the Earth on its course, and we are the force that keeps the lights of stars tht have burned out long since, still shining down on the Earth. We are the moon and the sun. We are love and nobody can take that from us. God knows what we are and he smiles to see such an exhibition of his greatest commandments and sacrifice being fulfilled and show for the world to see. So my darling man, i shall not say your name for you know who you are, when I say I love you, everything I have written here is what I am truly saying to you. I am saying that you are my heart, you have my heart, and you will always have a home there. That we will be together for as long as our love lasts :) with that I part on the note of three final words. I love you.
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When tomorrow comes the sun will rise, and all of your tears will dry. When tomorrow comes you will be just fine because time will heal all things.
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This picture was taken of my friend and I at the beach, all I can think when I see this is that everyone has their own pace, life is always waiting for you, you just have to be fearless and take a leap. If you don’t let go of fear it will never let you go, and so you will be stuck with the burden of it, letting it weigh you down through everyday of your life…you can’t let it rule who you are…the picture says it all, let your hair down!take a risk and just jump in. Life will carry you along, it may get rough but if you trust it, it will bring you safely back to shore. just…inhale…brace yourself..and jump….
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If you could take glimpse into your future, would you turn away, for fear of what lies ahead?Or would you look wide eyed, trying to find what destiny intends for you???
I have been lucky, I have already glimpsed my future.
His eyes, when looking into mine, show me respect that i know will last as long as we will.
His hand slides gently down back and rests at my waist as if it were meant to be there, telling me that he was meant to be with me.
His heart beat, as I lay my head on his chest beats consistently with mine and I hear the love it holds for me.
His smile, shows me happiness I never knew I could have, with anyone, till now.
Our embrace, he pulls me close and as we hold eachother tight for fear that the moment will end to soon, I know in his arms time stops, worries fade, and love prevails.
As we part, I smile with the thought of his eyes, his heart, his smile, and our love.
I have glimpsed my future, and the beauty of that is, it isn’t only my future, but its one to be shared, its our future.
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➜Hope Never Fails, It Simply Disappoints Sometimes…Hannelore Brun
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I know that we can make it through, Your name, it gives me hope.Your love, brings me close to you, its faith that makes me stay, <3
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➜A life lived without love, isn’t a life at all, for a life without love just isn’t worth living.Hannelore Brun
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Perhaps it is the mystery that attracts us to strangers.To sit next to a person on a bus, or in a subway, knowing that you may not see them ever again.You will never know the joy , the anger of betrayal, the sadness of loss, that they may or may never experience.Those eyes hold wisdom and truth, that you will never know.But for that brief moment as you head to a destination you have a link with that stranger.You two are in the same place at the same time sharing an experience.As quickly though, as these thoughts emerge, the journey ends and the thoughts subside.as you walk down the steps and onto the pavement, you can’t help but wonder what was going through that person’s mind as they sat next to you, a grocery list?a song?a loved one?and you wonder if they will ever think of you or it you were just another stranger in their life…..
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As a child i always asked the question, “how do you know?” The answer given was never sufficient, it was simply “you just do”. In the past I have pondered this question but as of now in my present, it has been made clear to me, as to what the answer is, Love- a word with countless connotations, denotations and emotions associated with it, is unique to each individual, but what links individuals is that they realize what they have. People always say Love is blind, but True Love, between two people is eye opening. This is my definition of love.
Of course the first conversation was simple, as we had never met, but I think perhaps it was?is better that way, because i developed such a deep respect and admiration for him. But once we met I feel that was it, there was a spark. His smile mesmerized me, his voice-captivating, as he sang each time he gazed into my eyes I could not shake the feeling that he was special, different somehow. A feeling I can’t explain came over me and after he left I could not stop imagining his smile,the passion with which he sang amazed me..even though he wasn’t even trying to.Perhaps it was his singing or his smile, or his apparent good nature, but I knew this boy was blessed, because that is the only explanation for how amazing he is. So, our conversations grew longer as we grew closer. The more I got to know about him the more I found myself full of wonderment, that somebody like this could exist. So with each look, each embrace, and each goodbye I find I am consumed with a feeling previously unknown. He knows the real person I am, and hope to be, and he accepts it. While there may be plenty about me he doesn’t know, for the first time in my life, I find I am not scared to let my walls down and let him know those things. Because of him I am not scared anymore I am see the good things that I am blessed with and I think of him, because he is a blessing as well. When I see the bad things in life I have more courage to face them because he has shown me the person that I can be. He may not even be aware of it he has shown me what trust is and i trust him with my whole being. I know that his eyes hold no judgement where i am concerned and i know that he won’t look at me and see only the flaws; for this I trust him more than i have trusted any person. I not only trust him but I feel safe with him. These words may seem synonymous, they hold and entirely different meaning for me. When I’m with him, its as though nothing else exists, nothing can harm me, no thought, word, or person can hurt me when his arms are around me. All essence of time has disappeared and nothing can touch us. Now i finally understand when people say they feel like the only two people in the world. Before i thought this idea stupid, but it has become a reality to me.The idea that there is a person your meant to be with- a soulmate- one true love, also seemed absurd but now I find I fully believe these ideas to exist, for I think i have found mine. People always think the next relationship is different, this one truly is. I have no need to try and convince myself nor anyone else of this truth,since it is abundantly clear. He treats me with respect and makes me want to be better. He brings out the best in me, and as far as I can tell he is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
The butterflies I get when he talks about the future, the smile on my face when he sings, the comfort I get from his embrace and the things I feel in my heart can only be explained as love, this relationship.L o v e.I am not scared to start again because our beginning has already been sweeter than any previous experience I’ve had.. He is joy, laughter, love and a blessing, the best thing though is that he is mine. He is so unique to anyone else, and I thank God for him everyday.
